Bibles are printed in black ink and often have the words of Jesus in red. It can be somewhat intimidating to open up that Book. May I encourage you to do it! Maybe find the book of John and start reading there.
I promise it will be awesome and if you follow the action that Jesus is speaking about to Nicodemus in John Chapter 3, you will experience a spiritual birth that will change your life. But…you must TELL someone and let them help you. : ) You are NEW (like a newborn) and others can share with and care for you.
THEN you will begin to see God’s hand writing in YOUR life story! And THAT will be in blue!